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Diddy Trial Day 19: Choked, drugged, and forced to perform; Jane relives the nightmare

Diddy Trial Day 19: Choked, drugged, and forced to perform; Jane relives the nightmare

Diddy Trial Day 19 dives deeper into the disturbing dynamics of Jane and Diddy's relationship including violent altercations, drug-fueled “hotel nights,” and a cycle of manipulation that’s hard to ignore. From busted doors to forced encounters with sex workers, this one’s heavy. But somehow, Jane still ends her testimony with a prayer for him. We break it all down, no fluff, just facts and side-eyes.

The Janitor's Closet
June 10, 2025

UPDATE:

Substack completely nuked my email list without warning today so just about 400 of you are no longer receiving my emails. Isn’t that fucked up? I guess we’re sort of starting from scratch now. Anyways if you’re still here, I really appreciate you. I’m back on Beehiiv again so you’ll be able to find my recaps of the Diddy trial here.

What we’re covering

Diddy’s private “huddle” strategy after the Cassie assault video leaked
Jane’s account getting beaten at her home, resulting with welts and broken doors
Claims that Diddy choked, kicked, and dragged Jane before forcing her to have sex

The line “Is this coercion?” reportedly being said before she was drugged and forced to perform
The disturbing Miami freakoff reunion in Miami involving drugs, insults, and more

What happened on Day 19?

Day 19 gave us some more toxic twists and turns as Jane gave us more tea on all the messed up shit Diddy has done to her (allegedly). It started when Jane testified about what she called a “very terrible day” last summer. According to her, it started with a fight over Diddy messing around with someone 25+ years younger. Very creative Diddy.

As a result, she called him a “pedophile” and actually slammed his head into marble. Honestly, good for her, I thought. But that’s when Diddy snapped. Basically he started running after her, kicking in doors, dragged her by the hair, punched her in the face, and choked her out.

The punches were so hard that they left golf ball-sized welts. And it doesn’t stop there. After the encounter, Jane says he made her pop an ecstasy and give head to a male sex worker while he watched.

Let that sink in. She said he even had the nerve to ask, “Is this coercion?” like this was some kind of twisted joke. And somehow… somehow, they were back partying in Miami not long after.

And just when you think it can’t get any darker

It does. After the Miami “reconciliation,” Jane says they went on a 24-hour bender that ended with Diddy throwing water in her face and calling her a "bitch" just because she asked to sleep. Like sir, please. But instead of leaving, she apologized (??) and popped another ecstasy pill, which apparently flipped his mood like a damn switch.

That’s when he called in Paul, another sex worker they’d hired before. Jane says she sprayed MDMA into his mouth and had sex with him while Diddy watched again. But here’s the curveball—when asked how she feels about Diddy now, she said she prays for him. Not for justice. Not for karma. For his peace. Wow.

My thoughts

In my opinion Diddy’s alleged actions towards Jane paint a clear pattern. And I think the pattern is really clear. Dealing with Diddy means putting up with manipulation, drugs, control, and a steady rotation of other men for his freak ass “fetishes.” You see the problem. I wonder just how many more witnesses will come to the stand before this trial officially ends. Rumors are the trial is ending soon. I can’t tell at all. But we’ll have to see.

I also think that a lot of the messier allegations we’ve heard about Diddy might be in arbitration. Which is a legal process that isn’t held in court with a jury. On top of that arbitrations are kept private so we really won’t get the full story.